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Thursday, June 14, 2007


hello. In two weeks, i've gone to two barbeque pits at east coast park.
one is fajarhan's birthday pit on the 9th of june (which also marks out our 1 year 8 months supposingly) and another will be my class pit which is yesterday.
going to fajarhan's pit with saufi & salbiah turned out to be awful when going home plus when we went there, we don't really know most of the people there and there were no food and there was revathi and her inseparable best friend (i wish they weren't there but wth).
i shall not elaborate because its nothing to be happy about but anyway i hope he had a great birthday.
ystd pit was quite fun even though i spent most of my time cycling with saufi and walking long distances with my two lovely hamsters. (0.0)-(O.O) --> my hamsters la.
mdm feena was there too and she asked saufi alot of questions. (-.-)"
(CHANGE TOPIC, enough already about the pit)
honestly , i wish i have a best friend or maybe a close friend?
i wish i have someone who will be there for me and just have a hella good time. i miss having 'girl talk'.
in the past when i still had her, most of the things that i do was with her. but of course i never expected things to change between us. but i was the first to make a move. and that is to move away from her. i choose it and i don't regret it at all. (don't get it wrong, im not regretting. im just wishing there's someone whom i can called a 'real friend')
plus i have my reasons. until now i still can't believe what she and he did.
it breaks my heart so i decide that i can never forget or forgive.

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