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Saturday, June 30, 2007


  • i love it when its raining at night, knowing for sure that i will sleep peacefully.
  • i love it when its really windy and making me feel light.
  • i love it when my bed is neat because it feels nice and it makes me feel like i want to just lie down and relax.
  • i love it when my drinks is cool because its more refreshing.
  • i love it when the taxi driver i hailed start a conversation with me because it kills my boredom during my journey and it lightens up my mood. (ystd, i was lost. i was supposed to drop at ikea stop but i end up at seletar camp. i took 168. it was a nightmare but the uncle saves the day! hahaha. from getting panic to relax mood.)
  • i love it when i laugh with my friends and my family and him until in the end, our face will be red as the reindeer's nose. -.-"
  • i love it when my house is peaceful.
  • i love it when my room is clean.
  • i love it when my mom give me money to buy groceries because i love going to sheng shiong or ntuc. -.-"

  • i am freaking out over __. mommy! daddy! anyone? rescue me! im alone at home.

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

KAT VON D.
  • KAT VON D is so fucking hot, but her husband's not. (hehehehehe!)

  • Suprisingly, the two days of school is fine. (omg. i actually said that?) i got back my report book (like finally), supposingly before school closed i should have gotten it but i didnt went to school alot of times. i should kicked that foolish habit before i get hooked on it. (wait, im already hooked on it. -.- i didn't go to annual youth carnival today! tired & lazy. sigh. GO FAR FAR AWAY U STUPID HABIT!)

  • I did poorly for mid year term than the first term but it is much better than last year. last year i failed, but this year, i got 11th for class position. (thank god) i must work harder for a better results! yesterday, we all received our N-level time table. though it is my second attempt to take N-level examination , i still feel terrified. i seriously hope this time i can do it. Starting of July, N-level oral will take place. (gedebak gedebuk) NO MORE SLEEPING! NO MORE DAY DREAMING! NO MORE FOOLING AROUND! NO MORE PLAYING WITH MY STATIONARIES OR DRAWING ON MY RUBBER OR TABLE!

  • Yay! My hair is growing longer! (jump for joy) but i wish i can go treatment. (money money money) my hair is smooth already but its dry, frizzy.

  • my dear friend, i hope that you'll get through your complication with him soon. i know its very hard for you but you got no choice but to go through it no matter what. and i know you can do it. :) im sorry if i wasn't much of a help. but i know it'll be fine if you have patience. and i hope he'll wake up real soon.

  • i also want to say a big thank you especially to my mom for helping me to talk to him. if not for you, things between me and him will still be lingering around. THANKS MAMA! AND TO SIS. AND ALSO TO AZILAH. <3 plus to all my good friends who were there for me to listen to my boring problems all the time. thanks. NADNUT, DEBBIE, MASTURAH, FARIZ, SAL, AISHAH & SYERZAN.

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

(alert alert! huge pimple invading my cheek! that was old times when i still had short hair)

  • A week has passed and another week will be the end of the june holidays and back to working out my brain. since i didn't update for the past few days, i shall start now. (jeng jeng jeng) (o.o)" so prepare for a long entry. don't like it? find it a bore? go away then. :)
  • Few days back has been a really bad times for both of us but HELL YEAH! we're okay now. <3
  • 17th JUNE : it was my second day at SPCA. as usual, i have to clean up here and there. but this time, i was pretty sad and shocked because the cat which sleeps at my lap on my first day of volunteering came to attack me by pouncing at my thigh and tried to attack my leg with its sharp claws. (i really am sad you know! then i try to hide my sadness. hahahahaha. yes over a cat. -.-")
  • i get all that just because i was trying to stop the cat from fighting with another new stripe cat in the same room. the stripe cat was trying to get away from the cat and one time it accidentally jump into the water bowl and KEBUSH! water spilled everywhere. AND I HAVE TO CLEAN IT.
  • but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself. plus i bought more merchandise there. next, will be a shirt. (hehehuhuhaha) if anyone interested, in adopting or buying or visiting, you can just click at the link i have provided on the left. plus, when i get back home from SPCA, i was suprised to see SPCA was published at newpaper. it says about putting animals to sleep because there were too many of them. and i seriously wish they never did but they had no choice. and i swear, there were so many abandoned cats and dogs and rabbits and even hamsters! and SPCA is not funded by the government. SO PLEASE HELP THEM AS MUCH AS YOU CAN. (thank you!)
  • My favourite cat of all time in SPCA , Lady (5mths old).
  • 18th JUNE : outing with whole family to celebrate belated father's day supposingly and we dine at our favourite restaurant, CASUARINA CURRY. (yes! indian food! yumyum)
  • AND yesterday i had a tiring but a great time playing badminton with my dear. it was a first and definitely not going to be the last. my whole body is aching but its worth it. i need to exercise anyway to stay healthy and not get fat after eating many junk food during the holidays. there's more to write but its not necessary to write here. its all kept in my brain and heart. (-.-)byebye!

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Monday, June 18, 2007




In Loving Memory Of Steve Irwin, the fabulous crocodile hunter who went away too soon. (1962-2006)
  • I seriously miss him. i know that i am neither related to him nor have i ever met him before in my life but i extremely love watching his tv shows, such as croc files and other programmes. i wish i could still see him doing what he did best, that is to save the animals, to give us more knowledge about animals and he is the best crocodile hunter i have ever seen besides his own father, Bob Irwin.

  • i watched one of his shows yeterday at animal planet and honestly everytime i look at his face, i will feel sad. i hope he rest in peace. What's more? Terri, his wife and his daughter, Bindi are doing their own shows. i can't wait to watch that.

  • Afterall, he died when he's doing what he love most. he is a good role model for all of us. i will miss him because i won't forget him.

lots of love.

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Thursday, June 14, 2007


hello. In two weeks, i've gone to two barbeque pits at east coast park.
one is fajarhan's birthday pit on the 9th of june (which also marks out our 1 year 8 months supposingly) and another will be my class pit which is yesterday.
going to fajarhan's pit with saufi & salbiah turned out to be awful when going home plus when we went there, we don't really know most of the people there and there were no food and there was revathi and her inseparable best friend (i wish they weren't there but wth).
i shall not elaborate because its nothing to be happy about but anyway i hope he had a great birthday.
ystd pit was quite fun even though i spent most of my time cycling with saufi and walking long distances with my two lovely hamsters. (0.0)-(O.O) --> my hamsters la.
mdm feena was there too and she asked saufi alot of questions. (-.-)"
(CHANGE TOPIC, enough already about the pit)
honestly , i wish i have a best friend or maybe a close friend?
i wish i have someone who will be there for me and just have a hella good time. i miss having 'girl talk'.
in the past when i still had her, most of the things that i do was with her. but of course i never expected things to change between us. but i was the first to make a move. and that is to move away from her. i choose it and i don't regret it at all. (don't get it wrong, im not regretting. im just wishing there's someone whom i can called a 'real friend')
plus i have my reasons. until now i still can't believe what she and he did.
it breaks my heart so i decide that i can never forget or forgive.

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Today, I feel so moody that i get frustrated easily like this,

& very bored to death

plus, its fucking humid here!



& i yawn like hell.


and i wish the people who lives above me will stop doing their fucking renovation.
because it is so noisy like fucking shit.
i can't even sleep. its making my head mad.

pfft.


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Monday, June 04, 2007


once again, HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR SAUFI!
i love you. (saya cinta kamu/wa ai ni)
im glad you had fun!
and i realised we ate alot today.
nachos. pasta dory. ben & jerry's ice cream! (yummy dummy)
we watched SHREK 3. the babies are so damn cute!
this is a card i made for him. :)



present from me. :) take note of the wrapping. cute cows.







from his friends. :)










HAHA. RANDOM FACE OF MINE. (muke taik)







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Friday, June 01, 2007

the little boy is extremely cute! plus, he's wearing Ben Sherman.


(I WANT ALL THIS PLEASE!)


ESPECIALLY THIS ONE! (drools)
& i really want to buy this fred perry's blouse!
it costs $199! (faint)
finally i saw an outlet that has fred perry's for female. (phew)
but then, i can't afford. (babi tol)
ben sherman at paragon pun takde for female. (-.-)"
aparahhhhhhhhhhhh.
dear dig for both of the brands too.
more like i get influenced by him. (lalalala)
TWO TEACHERS CALLED MY HOUSE TODAY!
aiya.
i didn't go for the remedial and thats why MDM AISHAH CALLED & MS SNG CALLED because of my grades.
since i retained, most teachers expecting me to get VERY GOOD GRADES.
i''ll try.
boys and girls can be so alike at times.
AND MY DEAR TURNING SWEET EIGHTEEN SOON! (-___-)
HE FINALLY CAN..............
watch M18 movies. (pruut)







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