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Friday, March 23, 2007
 NOTHING seems to be working out.especially things with you. you ignore my sms and calls. you told me let's be friends. but you're not even treating me like a friend at all.
Seems to me, you're doing perfectly well without me.
please, stop playing with my heart. it hurts like dksasjdhdaskdj. its affecting me and my family.
NAD, im really jealous of you-know-wad. seriously. IF that were to happen to me, i bet you, i'll be smiling like hell. but my time isn't here yet. im just scared it won't even happen at all.
I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know. i seriously don't know.
:(
it seems funny how a few weeks back, we were perfectly fine until the day we fight. how i wish i could just rewind the time. & how i wish i could mend my mistakes. & how i wish i could hear you say you love me like you used to.
please god, please don't separate us. thats what i prayed evey time before i go to sleep.
Labels: SEPARATION.
the end / 6:12 PM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
SAY A BIG HELLO TO... & SAY GOODBYE TO...  (obviously my 6101 was in a worst state than in this picture. even my friends were horrified by it till they did not dare to touch it even further. don't ask.)HOORAY to my new handphone! HOORAY to my dad! its my first time having a handphone with bluetooth function. seriously, no kidding. okay shut up. no school for 3 days straight. 2 days with MC but another with just a typical reason, sleepy and tired. I bet there's a big pile of homework waiting for me when i go to school tomoro. things with him? nothing yet. still stressed about it. trying to relax myself. its hard though. NAD LET'S BE STRONG OKAY? :) I can't wait to start my voluntary work at SPCA! i hope i don't catch fleas from them.
Labels: BEEP BEEP.
the end / 4:02 PM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
 things are not going that well in my life now.but school is alright. im very happy & proud of the results for my studies. my teacher is very happy for me too. MDM FEENA, she's just great. talking with her about my problems helps me alot. i hope the problems i facing now won't affect my studies again. but of course, the one person that i really want to share my happiness with has gone. :( what's going on? i am clueless. i am extremely hurt with your sudden decision. what do you take me for? im not your spare tyre. you take me and leave me whenever you like it. plus, this is the second time. its not like we can't work things out, we can. but u choose to do this to me instead. im sorry for being so PMS-sy that day but i apologised many times to you. and you said, 'okay.' then the next day, you sms me saying,'let's be friends.let's concentrate on studies.let time heal the relationship.' you told my friend its not a break up. its a dwngrade from relation to frens. isn't it like the same? how can you promised me so many things and yet not one is kept. now you're ignoring me. im trying to talk things out with you but you don't want to. if you want time off, its fine with me. but don't leave me just like that in a sudden. we've been together for long. don't tell me you want to throw it away just like that. please don't be selfish. i have feelings too dear. and i still love you.
THANKS TO ALL MY FRENS, SISTER AND MY MOM. thanks for helping. I LOVE YOU ALL!
Labels: HEARTBROKEN.
the end / 8:15 PM
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