Saturday, March 03, 2007
things are not going that well in my life now.but school is alright. im very happy & proud of the results for my studies. my teacher is very happy for me too. MDM FEENA, she's just great. talking with her about my problems helps me alot. i hope the problems i facing now won't affect my studies again. but of course, the one person that i really want to share my happiness with has gone. :( what's going on? i am clueless. i am extremely hurt with your sudden decision. what do you take me for? im not your spare tyre. you take me and leave me whenever you like it. plus, this is the second time. its not like we can't work things out, we can. but u choose to do this to me instead. im sorry for being so PMS-sy that day but i apologised many times to you. and you said, 'okay.' then the next day, you sms me saying,'let's be friends.let's concentrate on studies.let time heal the relationship.' you told my friend its not a break up. its a dwngrade from relation to frens. isn't it like the same? how can you promised me so many things and yet not one is kept. now you're ignoring me. im trying to talk things out with you but you don't want to. if you want time off, its fine with me. but don't leave me just like that in a sudden. we've been together for long. don't tell me you want to throw it away just like that. please don't be selfish. i have feelings too dear. and i still love you.
THANKS TO ALL MY FRENS, SISTER AND MY MOM. thanks for helping. I LOVE YOU ALL!
Labels: HEARTBROKEN.
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