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Wednesday, October 10, 2007

i'll be updating more on LJ.
thanks for coming.
goodbye & good day.

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Tuesday, October 09, 2007


i love this picture. i look so bloody happy .... and so ... young. i was fifteen at that time. everyone in the picture now look totally different ... i guess we have all grown up.
TO : EMILY
i hope your foot is feeling better and get well soon! :) and psst, be extra careful next time.
TO : FAMILY
thank you for everything. i love you all. :)
TO : JOAN, MAS & AISHAH
thanks for the non - stop fun and laughter. and most importantly, thanks for listening. :)
TO : SAUFI
today marks our 2 years anniversary but of course you are not here to wish me. despite the pain and endless problems we went through, only i end up staying but you left running away from me. no matter what, i will always remember the good and the bad times. study hard. don't fail your o's this time around.
THANK YOU ALLAH for giving me the strength to move along each day.

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Sunday, October 07, 2007

history didn't repeat itself, we repeat history.
please save the pigs.

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Saturday, October 06, 2007


yesterday PUTIH give birth to NINE cute babies.
but i am very sad. extremely sad. very very sad.
because none is alive.
PUTIH is not ready to be a mommy. -.-"
its alright putih, your owner still sayang you. :)

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Friday, October 05, 2007

isn't this hamster's cage extremely awesome? if only my room is big enough and if only i am rich enough to supply my hamster with this kind of house. it is way better than bungalow or terrace! but then .... it will be the worst time of my life when it comes to cleaning it! anyway, my lovely hamster, PUTIH, is pregnant! it will be due around next week i guess. i thought both are females. -.- but i did saw them trying to mate each other though but i was hoping they were lesbians. haha. stupid owner, i know.
AND.... N LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER! it feels like a gigantic rock has been lifted from my brain. yeah everyone is happy and enjoying now. honestly, i am not satisfied. i missed my science paper and i didn't get to study well all because of stomach flu. stupid virus! i hope for the best.
its going to be 2 weeks already since you ignore me. this is the third time. i don't understand why you have to do this to me after all the promises and the words that you told me. i already apologised, what more do you want? i am not the one being stubborn here. why can't you ever keep your word? why must it always end up like this? it is always your way, never ours.
hari raya is coming. sigh. not looking forward to it.

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

[misai cat] :)

hello. it is nearly 2 A.M but hey i am still awake ... updating because for some reason i want to revive it back. anyway the cute cat above is not mine ( i wish it is!), i found it in random at one of this website .... which i entirely forget where! -.-" somehow when i stare at the cat longer, he/she looks like Charlie Chaplin. anyway i will love to take pictures of the cats under my block soon and put it up here! one is called batman & the other called pirate. you'll know why when you see it.

besides school life and the fact that N level paper will resume on THIS COMING BLOODY MONDAY and I'm all stress up & sad because of the same old problem. when will it stop? i really hope it's going to be soon because i don't wish to fail again. how could you do this to me over and over again? don't you ever stop and think about your actions? or perhaps about my feelings at least. oh yeah, you don't. settle this soon with me, will you? just don't keep me hanging on & stop giving me your silent treatment.

TUESDAY: i went for a minor surgery at NSC. i am glad that it (it is still not known) is finally removed but there's stitches at my upper lip. it was really scary. i could feel my heart beat rapidly and i felt like i was going to puke my heart out but thankfully it was fast and only the injection to numb my upper lip was damn painful and the rest... pain-less. next Tuesday will be my next appointment. this time i have to remove the stitches. i don't even want to think about how they are going to take it out. *wobble*

yes we all do but oh girl just save your breath, we are not listening.

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Tuesday, September 11, 2007

MEET MY SCHOOL CLEANER! no, really!

thanks JOAN for the pictures. :) there's more but this one i like best. this is what happened when you're bored in the toilet & when you are annoyed with the dirty floor. MOP TO THE RESCUE!

today i didn't attend to school because of blablabla but i went out with him to buy the tickets to the muay thai championship. yes ah! finally ... we bought the cheapest. -.-" but its alright, as long as i get to watch it live, its fine with me. as we're students, its cheaper. when it come to this, im glad im still a student. :)

AND FASTING IS THIS THURSDAY! cepat eh? after that hari raye, urgh, i don't like hari raye. but i do like the green packets. $$$$.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AZILAH! HAPPY 23RD DEAR on the 9th.

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